Showing posts with label shortstory. Show all posts
Showing posts with label shortstory. Show all posts

Tuesday, 11 March 2014

just coffee (2) :the road

My note: i have been meaning to write many short stories with the title just coffee.. so here is the second installment to it.. hope you like it (cross my fingers)

The only constant in my life seems to be coffee. My life till now has been like the rickety shack that is on the main road, surrounded by the buzz and hum of the on going traffic but still afar from all the hustle bustle, within it’s own private bubble. And such is a place i frequent to. I am a working girl in a different city almost every year  i have to shift my base. Do i mind? Not yet.. am i a loner? Not by choice! And my coffee?? Such a loyal friend.
I frequent a place just like the shack i mentioned. Middle of nowhere and everywhere. Its location is very convenient for me. Somewhere on way to work. Not the CCDsa nd Baristas, but a typical Indian Nescafe doodh marke with diabetic inducing levels of sugar. It went light on the pocket and its location, perfect. Like every tea and paan shop located in India this was run by a man being the namesakes of half of India , Ramu kaka. I was his favourite customer. Needless to say i was the only women visiting his shack on a regular basis and taking compous amount of coffee. Ramu kaka’s place was frequented by all types of people.. the “shehar wales” (city people) dropped in for some cigarettes, the drivers for paans, the passengers for chai, the kids for wafers and chocolate, the teenage girls for juice and the rich brats for mountain dews. You named it and ramu kaka had everything one needs when it comes to road trips. During the shaddi season you would see truck, bus, tempo loads of people in eye numbing glittering attires climbing down these oven hot boxes and pilled over ramu kaka. You could see whole of india just sitting in this blow away shack.
Ramu kaka is like all other ramu kakas in the world. Tanned dark with sun, a small man with flashing white smile and eyes that crinkle in the corners. He had a missing a lower tooth and if ever asked how he would fall into a different stories each time.I never knew which one was true or if all together had bits of truth in it. But he was a man of the world. Happy and content at this moment with a wife and 3 children all married. He had a lame dog too whom he had named Hitler.When i asked him does he know who he is. He simply shrugged and said someone told him it’s a german shepherd. And all he knew about Germany was Hitler. Yes, you might think that’s a bit estranged piece of information for someone named ramu kaka. But that is ramu kaka to you, a man full of tit bits.
I was an esteemed customer for ramu kaka. He had a special rickety stool set aside for me which seemed to come from baba adam's era. my orders were always taken first, tho i rarely had to even ask him. I was his only customer drinking coffee and he showed me off to any new regulars who would drop by. I loved sitting there in dirt and filth of the main road and watching cars pass by. It was like spa to me after a tiring day at office. With the warm cup cuddled in my hand all the memories floating up from it with every wiff of the sweet smell. Sometimes when it was a slow day ramu kaka would sit and ask me all sorts of questions. At times i had a book in my hand and he would want to know the whole story! He was inquisitive by nature.He was a father in a far off distant land to me.
My parents were dead against about my stopovers a ramukaka’s chai shop. The news they hear all day long about all kinds of heinous crimes. They are not to blame. Inspite all that i never left going to the place. Another regular was shakti ji.  Given to his herculean name he was nothing but it’s opposite. A man in his 50s with scanty grey hair, a hooked nose and bulging eyes. In the first look you would think he is the middleman of some smugglers ring passing up messages inconspicuously. But in reality he was a band member in barati.. Those who play loud instrumental versions of bollywood nos like munni badnam hui, sheela ki jawani (my knowledge lacks on tacky nos)  for the dulhe raja (groom) barat to dance to the doom of two people. He was a man with worries, a man you often see buying desi daru from a wine shop. Thankfully shaktiji had enough shakti to have come out of the alcoholic red zone. A man who played the trumpet and made music for happy people to become even more happier, himself suffered from deficiency of happiness. He had two daughters. One married and the other yet to marry. His fingers had rhuetism so he couldn’t play much of the trumpet without killing himself with pain. But yet he did and everyday he came back to ramu kaka a confider and friend ,his guardian angel. To his chai. Ramu kaka sympathised with him and nodded sadly at his worries.. about the dowries one must pay.about the inevitable evil that is society. But as he said  wisely“hum toh aam adami hai, humra kaam hai jhelna” ( we are the common man, its our duty to suffer)
As the days went by, shakti ji chattered about the upcoming marriage. Even after the mega shock he was about to receive financially for the marriage there was sunrays of happiness and hopefulness for his daughter. This cheered him up considerably and i wondered how easy is the heart. All was settled and set to go for the big wedding of shaktiji’s daughter and he politely invited me to the wedding, which flattered me to some extent. But there was one element missing in the marriage. It was the band baja. The “ladki wale” (bride’s party) are suppose to arrange for the band. And it so happened that shaktiji had no money left. The irony. No band for the daughter of the band wala. He was in pieces. The ijjat and even the marriage was at stake. Yes, they are so fragile. Confessing about his new found troubles to ramu kaka. Kaka silently contemplatively gave shakti ji some chai. His eyes watching me , watching him. Like he was looking for some approval. Then he suddenly leaves having a quick chat with his wife, who lived just behind the shack. He returned with some money apparently sufficient for the band and forced it into shakti ji’s hands. A reluctant shakti ji  accepted the money and promised to return it full aware of the uncertainty of the promise and the depth of gratitude.
Sadly, i had to shift my camp again and would not be able to make it to the wedding at the cost of humanity. I bid my farewell to my dear ramu kaka and left. A few months later i was passing by ramu kakas chai shop and thought of having that old sweet coffee once again and of course to chat up with ramu kaka. On my arrival i saw her wife recognise me and immediately make me a cup of coffee and clean up my stool. Even hitler came wagging his tail and sat by my feet looking longingly at the biscuits. I glanced questioningly at ramu kakas wife whom i always addressed as ramu kaki. She gave me a pained expression with watery eyes and i knew. Ramu kaka had caught the dengue. There was no money left after he offered his help to shakti ji and no hospital would take him. He was too proud to ask back for his money.

 He was now just a spec in the memories buried somewhere dusty in the minds of the many travellers he served. The chai shop witnessing an act of benevolence and generosity , of humanity against the stringent rules of society. In its own private bubble. Going unnoticed by the speeding cars. As the whole india past by it few knew the stories that makes human humane. Of so many stories of bravery we read this one finds it’s own niche. his fervent soul now inscrutable matter on earth.  My dear friend ramu kaka.. “aam admi such as you are never aam” ...

Sunday, 19 May 2013

the warning!



In the marshes they all sing
Came a man of horses with wings
Telling lores of the long gone mist
Of terrors and horrors that had ceased to exsist
Reminiscent of an age fought and gone

In the marshes they all sing
Came a man of horses with wings
Went he to the king of happy times
With news not sweet , but bitter crimes
Laughed his majesty with belly all swollen
 wine and bread was his token

In the marshes they all sing
Came a man of horses with wings
Lords and ladies ,he bowed to them
Hoped his warnings were taken then.
But rich laughed with shivering legs
Knew if he was right they all be dead
Still no heed anyone paid
Thought the happy times would never fade
Disappeared he into the unknown
Forgotten he was before the dawn


It was the morning of 5th of summer
Land and sky mirrored each other
Both red
Both a blazed
Ashes of grey was all that was left
Of the king and his horses
Of gardens and it’s roses

In the marshes they all sing
Came a man of horses with wings
Smirked he from above
But brains is what you were void of
A test you failed miserably
Some lessons you learned, probably!

In the marshes they all sing
Came a man of horses with wings!




Thursday, 3 January 2013

dream???


oh god.. this is going to take some time......and shit happens

the usual boringness of the vacation had engulfed me. The sudden absence of a constant adrenaline of exams made things as void as it could be. Life seemed pretty purposeless. And all one could do is stare into all types of electronic screens possible. I was mid way of watching the Independence day for the nth time when..

Buzz. Buzz.. eh! Another call. I had enough! Damn it! Another wrong no!

Buzz buzz.. the cell rang again and this time it was pure static.. in rage i switched off the cell. The static had been troubling me for a long time. But i was too lazy to go to the service centre.

Switching off the cell i continued my limbo into the movie. Buzz buzz... the screen was blinking again. How the f**K! With obvious irritation i picked up the phone seeing digits just continuously appearing on the screen. On picking up there was a huge static and the sound was all i could here. All went blank except the sound.

Scene outside: at that very moment all world had gone still. Every person possible had received a similar call and been send into a semiconscious state. The world was asleep except for a continuous buzzzzzzzz.. omnipresent. Not one was spared.

Waking up i find myself sitting on a branch of a very ancient tree(when did i learn to climb trees?!).. a pig with wings flew above me. What.. the..!! surely i must be dreaming. .. the next thing i know i was in a room paneled with mirrors. And all i could see was myself reflected 100 times over.. a variety of images came flashing some childhood some totally unrelated and some of so stark a reality that it was like waking up from a dream. All i could see were uv lights around illuminating and glowing MRI like machines and then again those weird dreams.

The scene: pods filled with fluid were kept with blacklight illuminating the floating bodies. Quire jellylike figures moving around the floor with a noticeable head like formation and creating tentacles for movement. They communicated with high pitched sounds. Like crackling signals.

Aliens to each other: what a boring science project! All you had to do is make them listen our voice! (crackles)
Yeah! Silly humans! Thinking they have made a scratch on the infinite universe.. buyeahhh! In their faces! (laughs)
It’s time.. we have to take the best samples and be off. We have stayed long enough as it is!
Shah! And i thought we did have a longer IV!

The protagonist:  why is it so cold suddenly? Oh shit! I fell asleep on the floor!  And then i had this splitting headache. So went off to get some saridon and coffee. And to my surprise the moon and the sun were together in the sky.. or was it ???  

The alien: pssstt.. i didn’t return of the specimens! (laughing) i have got a HUMAN pet!! 


Tuesday, 25 December 2012

HO HO HO!!!!!!

And the fat old man with beard as white as snow zooms through swishing and flying snow all the way.
" i won again you hapless carrot nose"
" me carrot.. huh! look at your's... button nose!"
"uffff... atleast watch what you are talking, you guys are on TV!! " the cameraman elf said
this Christmas thing is killing. these new age kids.. man! now i have to shoot for the reality tv. hmmffff!...

mean while in the toy factory elves were hard at work with the continuous down pour of emails sorting them, packing, labeling,  it was whole lot of work. And the gifts with naughty children were marked with a black "X" .. A sudden shout from the IT cabin followed by shouts of "i am coming! i am COMIN!!!!" by the tech maintenance guy with the thickest glasses ever seen.. the mail had crashed once again.

Going over to the old white haired elf who seemed to be as old as santa said.
"huh! it was so quite and peaceful so many letters got lost in the post. now ever single one comes! blah!!"      : may be i should edit this part :

Soon all the packed goods were being loaded in now hi-tech sledge with in built GPRS locator and power boosters. The presents seemed to be less bulky and more of slim rectangular shaped, most having ipods and tablets and laptops and xboxes. sigh! tastes keep changing.

All the elves, the toy-makers  the packers, the IT department were together standing around the huge Christmas tree with Santa and The Snowman and the reindeer something about Christmas never changes. With a booming "HO HO HO!" Santa mounted the sledge with his cousin Snowman and zoomed into the stars of north pole... little did he and others know he was being tracked by google!



Friday, 23 November 2012

strings that sang..

The strings that sang
Could that hand hold a knife
Irony it seemed to rang
Guilty! Hammered the judge    
Death of the music fingers
Heart trapper they called him
Charming he was, to all his well-wishers
Was it.. is he.. could he be???
Harsh words seemed so much harsher
Unbelievable had to be believed
Why would he? Whispered some.
“Such a talented boy” his grandmother had said
But he did wrong they all webbed.
“OH! Sweet child of mine!” screamed his mother.
Could sweetness be so brutal???thought his father.
He said nothing to the world just hummed a tune..
Just didn’t matter anymore for his faith had gone
Annihilated by a women he most loved.
He plucked those sweet notes till life was in those fingers
The stage, the rope..
Irony again came sailing in it’s boat
Never had it been empty, and the curtains drawn
Ending it all from where it had begun    
The world for once saw a melodious death
The rope tugged
And the tune played
“twang” the note reverberated through the empty hall
Melody from the last twitch of “those fingers”.....

Saturday, 11 August 2012

The Moment


 Click clack click clack. Oh! I got to finish off with the story! Ding dong.. ding dong.. “for heaven’s sake NITA! open the door!” Great! Nita has gone off to aunty’s place... clambering off the bed spewing off packets of chewing gum and biscuits. i glanced at the messy bed ,ma’s gonna kill me for this! “coming!” opening the door i find nita glaring at me like i made her watch the rerun of twilight!

“You lazy creeeature! Why haven’t you got ready?!” Whaat? Ready for what?
Dang! I had forgotten about something important again! So i put up a brave act..
“Of course i know!The very very important day! just a minute i will get ready”
I put up a apologetic grin the hurried off into my room before nita starts off with her chaw-chaw again...
Staring out of the taxi window clueless about the current situation.I look around to find ways of finding out about this “day of extreme importance”. So I played around with things like so how is the plan coming.. She answered  monosyllabically .So instead i ask her about ma and baba.. She gives me the “hopeless for eternity look” tilting her head to one side and says “shouldn’t you be knowing that?!”  so i shut up and waited for the journey to the unknown to end..

“Bhainji,  80 rupees hua hai”..
I could say Nita was going to wage the battle of waterloo with the taxivala for the absurd meter. So i swiftly paid the man now cowering under Nita’s glare and dragged her out before she would blast into a volley of complaints. So, we were standing in front of a party hall.. looking side ways i saw her grinning.. with dread i concluded may be its one of those far off weddings of unknown people with plastered smile (they have my deepest sympathies)..  man! I was so much better off at home! “Are you taking revenge for that twilight rerun?” she just laughs and drags me in.. “die you bitch!”

So i put on the most blank expression altering with utter pain and disgust.. (yeah may be i should try acting) anyways being dragged in by Nita i hear a blast of noise and screams and pats and smiles and balloons and streamers... and then taking off my mobile i notice the date.. “oh its my bday”  it was a surprise party! I blinked SYSTEM OVERLOAD!Relatives I have never seen come and hug me so does ma and baba. And Nita kept hitting me for no reason.. probably because she pulled out a trick on me flawlessly..  food ,cake, music ,all was a party and i was surprised that my family was so sanguine that i did forget my bday..!

After all ended and people couldn’t move anymore either from too much dancing or too much food there were goodbyes and hugs.. As we all slopped home and i lay on bed amongst all the rubbish and the incomplete story which is possibly going to stay that way, dad comes in for the usual father-daughter banter sessions. Suddenly he asks me “so, mini... what is life?”  This is “THE MOMENT” .I am suppose to come up with real philosophical lines putting up metaphors and quotes of famous , to look like i have really grown up vision of what all it is. Alas! i fail.. i end up with  couple of uhmms and you knows, disappointed baba left .Lieing  back, recapping  today’s frenzy, seeing happy faces enjoying ,uncles stuffing  up as much food they can while it lasts i concluded .....
life is living...   (if only baba heard me then i am sure it’s the most impressive answer i have ever come up with, pitiable i know! :D)




Friday, 18 May 2012

just coffee...


And yes this must be another of those stories or rather a story of (aided)self discovery that now-a- days have got in trend in bollywood’s “artsie” movies... but anyways adding to the already growing collection of them doesn’t harm anyone.. so here is mine...
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I am 26... just the other day i celebrated my birthday with the usual cup of coffee in the evening.. its not something i don’t do everyday but well it signified drinking in a new mug which i HAD to buy cause the maid being the " rajdhani express" that she is broke my ancient mug.. but never mind that it was time of a new beginning.. i lived in a small one BHK flat with a few things cramped about in as homely a way i could muster. With a couch and a small coffee cum dinner table and tv... that’s about where my world revolved around the little time i had to spare after the day at work..

As i cuddled down to my favourite spot on the sofa with a sepia mood and a cup of coffee, seeing the bubbles and foam at the edges and the thick brown liquid swishing the side as i cradled it reminded me of the “cafe days” 


T’was those vibrant years when one had little to worry about and lots of happiness and laughter to spread (even if i offered it in a junkyard sale i would have become rich!) on one of such gay years i was given the nod for coffee(took my parents quite a while.. fear of having a kidney failure young.. but i did manage to consume quite as much to compensate all those missed years of it!) and this particular shack like thing assembled with all  probable things  was where i had my first coffee (i make it sound like my first love) and so began the journey...i naturally upgraded to more cafe like places.. but always that sticky sweet coffee stuck somewhere within the knits... and so the journey began..

Despite the heavy monsoon rains i took my usual route from work towards a cafe near by. I made it a regular visit and sat by a seat beside the window.. staring at the rain and dreading the thought of going out and getting catty drenched. The sound of type writer made me turn around to get a glimpse of a man bend over a sheaf of papers with pepper gray hair.. and furiously scratching on the paper.. he looked up and smiled.. returning a polite smile i turned back to my mundane worries..  and so rest of the days followed by the same pattern of, the rain, coffee, and clicks of the type writer. Out of curiosity of what he typed i introduced myself.. as i looked him for the first time (not through all the sheaf of  papers he was already surrounded with) i was immediately struck my his intelligent bright eyes and the aquiline features which seemed to have been left untouched by time.. on my addressal  to him as dadu there was a sudden twinkle to those murky eyes..

And from then i never had my coffee alone.. dadu was always there with his type writer. He said he was writing a book. He was a collection of all kind of stories and advices. And a very good listener. A window into the past is what he was. More than an elderly person he had become a friend. A wise friend.  His tales of jungles where he worked ,of india after independence, of politics, of love, of people, of history, of places..you name it and he would never fail to surprise you with a witty remark. And there  always was coffee.. dadu opened up new windows with new scenes to stare,places where my mind had never wandered. And if hadn’t been for the “dadu” status i had already bestowed upon him, i would have been probably head over heels for him.(if only i had a time machine)

So went the many days and few months. Ever since those days of talks i have never enjoyed my coffee without a little dose of daduism (as i put, his stories which  always seemed to have a moral).and on 25th august 2011 he never came.. like he had pulled a Houdini , vapourised , sublimed.. to my shocked disbelief i never knew his name nor where he lived. Nor did the cafe know anything. He would always be there in that corner seat before i came..with his precious type writer.. i never knew what happened of him,or may be some things are best left unsaid. if he still breathed the face of earth. I shall always miss the company of the dear old man who made me feel like a child and grown up all at the same time. I was surprised to the butterfly(i like to believe of beauty rather than a moth) he had turned me into from a mere caterpillar. And may be this is the reason for all his stories and witty one liners,cementing a pavement on which i would once walk on, on living by memory if rest fails(well,i will give him the credit of being part dumbeldore, at the very least). Those coffee aromared and rainy evenings were left behind. 

With every swish of that brown elixir(yes, for me its like water) frisked a memory just like a curling vapour, this was just the beginning of all the tales, but at the end of all those stories it was always.....
                                                  me and just coffee....


Sunday, 22 January 2012

the lonely walk back home...



Hurriedly tucking the stray hairs behind her ear and shuffling through all the paperwork, she heaved a sigh of relief. She was done with the days work and it was time to return home. The very thought made her innards wash with a tide of happiness and subdued sadness. It had been a year since he passed away leaving her to tend for herself and look after the only resemblance left of his, their son. With her tired caring hands she took the toy car she had bought for him and set off to the lonely walk back home.

Pulling the overcoat tightly around herself she walked through the crowded roads crossing junctions and roads unconsciously with the many who like her, where returning to the place all hearts yearn to be and belong to. A cross ,a turn and a few more dragging steps lead her into a dimly lite lane and suddenly all the hum of civilisation muffled into the crek-crek of crickets and other nightly sounds.
 
She heaved a sigh of dread and longingness. She dragged herself through the memories. The memories of her dearest. She lived at the end of the lane since she could remember. Those memories seemed to her like fallen autumn ripped maple leaves strewn all over the lane, as she passed the leaves of memories fluttered by ,each nook each pavement having a story to tell. Her childhood adventures down the little lane, her adolescent infatuations and now the middle aged hopes. Every time she walked down the lane a dented lamp post reminded her of crashing into it with her bicycle, a bench by the side, of the happy times with her husband talking about the worldly wonders, her mom who used to sit and happily groan about creaky bones. All flashed by her as she raced down the lane, desperate for its ending cause with its end there was a new beginning of happiness and adoration, cause where all pains end there is nothing but an emptiness of happiness.. she raced towards hope, cocooned by sadness but in her mind she always held the husky voice which had whispered his last words “you shall never be alone”....